Friday, April 27, 2007

nursing

I’m not sure I’ve ever actually mentioned that I work as a school nurse. Most people who read this blog are probably aware…but maybe I should write more about why I consider it to be so stressful right now.

I work in an urban school district, and for the first four years, I was assigned to elementary schools. I loved it. The kids were great—and I love playing a part in making them smile. My job involved a lot of case management between teachers, parents, doctors, getting families access to care, and classroom education. (see my future nursing article for complete list…due out this July...) ;)

For the past two years I’ve been assigned to work at one of the high schools that was opening a brand new school based health center. My job is three-fold: school nurse, clinic RN, and clinic manager. Honestly, it is a job better suited for two nurses—I’m sure of it. Multi-tasking like what is expected of me leads to burn out and a feeling of being ineffective at all roles.

Years ago, I pinpointed that my most favorite part of nursing was being able to help people heal—a whole self type of healing. I like the clinical piece, even the biology of it, but getting to know a person and lead them to healing through education and compassion is truly my calling in nursing. So, to take on this whole being a “manager” role and telling staff what to do and how to do it is not so fun for me. Job satisfaction comes when I have a day in which I am able to deal one on one with students.

As stressful as it is…I know God is using this experience to stretch me and grow me in a way that will play a part in future nursing experiences of my life. I’ve learned a lot about myself and what God may call me to…

All I can say for now is: good thing I have the summer off! :)

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